First of all, my life in 2020 has never been this unsure. To be exact, my life in 2020 has never been this chaotic.

To start with, I didn’t know why I sometimes keep track of things. I knew for a fact that could always keep track of things in my head. But then, the time came when I couldn’t do it anymore without having to strain my head for a bit. This wasn’t me at all.

Second, I also didn’t know why there are weekdays in which I wanted to continue to sleep and not do my job. Likewise, I just wanted to play games or find some way to escape. However, I press on with the fight, knowing that there’s a purpose with the things that I do in life.

Lastly, I also didn’t know why many things were going against the flow. Well, I guess that’s the nature of the wheel of life.

Certainly, all I know is that I am surviving and getting on pretty nicely. Therefore, I can thank God for the fact that I am still alive and kicking.

Overall, I just hope that I will be able to see better things in the future…and I just hope that I don’t regret the decisions that I’ve made…or are going to make.